17 AUG 2011 (WEDNESDAY) 10:30pm

Arrgghhh~~~why i feel so struggle with my self???
i hate when im being like this!!!!I wana CRY a lot but i can't!!!
something is bother me inside and its like~~i might hurt my self!
so many things is not going weLL for me~~

i might LOOK good n stable but Its not realy like that..coz
when im inside this room i fell like im dying~~crazy~~
i wanna hit my head on the wall....

and its always happen when i need someone to talk with...but you are not there

i affraid that i might said something wrong but this is what i feel when i
think about it...I feel like im cheating myself front of u gurls...
yeah sometime Life its not true for 100% wright...
so why is so difficult to tell the truth..?

PENDING..................

ah..plus this OLD MAN~~~fuuhh...make my life realy trouble!!!
its good if i die from listening to his Toucher~~
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKkk
WHYYYYYYY is ALWAYS LIKE THIS!!!!!!
REALY HATE it

the other TROUBLE MAKER!!!!is her~~wow easy that saying NO need to go To CLASS???
WTF..u wana PAID ar iF i FAILED???what the hack u are talking...ar....


ar..why la i born in this family???so hard to tell..coz at the same time i feel happy

so im lucky to be born here?
or im a trouble?

can't said coz i also don't know....huhu....

and hey if you gurls reading this..please dont ask me anything about it...ok...
because i might forget it...haha mianhae=_="