2012~~ME?

ok i know its been so many month i didn't post anything here~~
i felt like i'm not ME~aNyMore~~yeay of coz i'm NOT ME ANYMORE because i LEFT someone that i called  BESTIE in my life....its hard to accept that you are NOT the SAME anymore coz you have turn to be NEW PERSON that you decide you wana be~~

im not BLAMING you coz you didn't make any MISTAKE its just the SITUATION that make you CHANGE
we still friends? i don't know because you did sms me but just ONE sms yeah i reply you same as you wish me to be FINE~~i decide to CHANGE mySELF coz i  i want that way~im sorry again coz i can't be a GOOD FRIENDS and im not REGRETTING for what i have done, im not pushing you away but you PUSH yourself  AWAY from us. US? yeah we used to be SOUL SISTAR  and that thing was so CHEAT coz no ONE is HONEST  with each others including me on that TIME

that's the BIG MISTAKE ALL of we DID when we called our relation as SOUL SISTAR but the FACT is we can't talked OPEN FACE to FACE  to each others.

PEOPLE did MISTAKE because if we didn't make any mistake there will be no LIFE, so we just FORGIVE and take what is good and leave the PASS that full of PAIN

so i just hope that you will be GOOD and i won't KICK you AWAY if you come and find me coz i'm not A CRUEL PERSON, so be good and take care don't think to much and try to learn new things when im not around with you and don't push yourself DOWN coz you are GOOD ENOUGH and try to FIND something that can make your LIFE much BETTER. as a friend i will still give you the MOTIVATION words when you need it.